Wednesday, June 17, 2009

update

Havent blogged in a while...


what has happened in the past few weeks
Australia VISA got denied... I was so bumed about it...
CCC Internship was offered to me by Joseph... I was excited for thhat
I found out I might need another job by the end of the year...
started going to ruths small group... fun small group
school ended... i think i did pretty bad this semester.. havent checked my grades yet...
outreach with percy and mike and friends
youthleader status... fun fun


so much happened!!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

SALVATION

I thought it was a pretty good movie... for some wierd reason the ending threw me off though. I was on the edge of my seat the whole time but when it got to the ending, I thought how they kinda will be dragging the whole series to another step kidna killed it.. but hey it was a great movie nonetheless... i LOVED LOVED LOVED the symbolism on salvation... the four horsemen, the resistance, the lil kid, the saviour, the seven seals, the old woman at the end, the cross in the beginning, the heart. so many.. hahahaha

watched it with mike. right after serving at benevolence, we rushed to the theaters to catch the movie. we were quite late for our leaders meeting thoe. i felt so bad. and this time it was reall ymy fault. i had chosen to eat before we went to the eladers meeting an dthat took 30 mins. we were already late when we got out of the theaters but yeah. well i kinda went cuz i knew mike was starving. but hey i was hungry too so it didnt hurt me to go eat out. i did once again spend too much money this time. $30 and my balance is in low threshhold again. but im so glad bank of america tells me these things. cuz i would blow it all off in an instant

so yeah... leaders meeting was cool. i feel like i belong there... or i feel like i need to be there cuz i these people are such great Barnabas' and man its amazing when we just get together and it down and be real with each other. i hope i will be able to open up later on in the future but yeah.

well i have lots to do so i will blog ore later

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Caffiene

So caffiene has the opposite effect on me. or maybe it has the right side effects but its goes through really fast for me. I do get super hyper for like a munite then my body feels like it is drained of energy.. well not my body actually., more like my mind. i find myself constantly yawning but my body keeps moving.

yesterday during my american history class, I left to go buy a rockstar. that kept me up. but here were the side effects. dry mouth and parched throat through out the whole afternoon. dizziness during small group, and constant yawning. my mind was drawing total blanks for a while. i even left intermediate voice cuz one, i had to pick up abbey, and two my throat was so dry my vocal chords were super raspy when making sound. I wasnt alowed to sing in beginning voice, which sucked, so i was the one playing the songs for everyone. the erson who amazed me was the japanese guy. HIRO. He usuallyu sang with a soft voice but man he imrpoved with this song. he was strong and held his tone very well. he even sdid some appogiaturas and what nots. Constance was of course amazing. she has an amazing voice. and that guy who use to sing really high and off tune was matching pitch. man mr green is a good voice teacher.

so anyways. hahaha. caffeine has a wierd effect on me.

today i brought a banana in from my house after lab hours at school to work... and i asked drew to make me a zebra mocha chiller with my banana. that was a pretty good drink. hahaha paul said it was alright. drew didnt even want to try it. YA'LL ARE TRIPPEN. it was pretty good.

ok so im suppsoe to be studying I TOTALLY FORGOT. hahahaha see what caffiene does to me.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Christ-founded

This weekend was kinda ehh... a lot of things happened. Thing sthat i wanted to happen, things that shouldnt have happened, things that needed to happen and things that were random.

Friday night, Cru had a worship night at Crossroads which used to be my church when I was lil'. everything was kinda last minute for that night and nothign was prepared very well. but it went well. I was able to share Andrew's story which is always cool. slept over mikes house... snored hecka loud again which made mark want to go home. i felt bad but yeah. went to a youth leaders meeting at taylor's house. his house is nice. and its so close to my house too. hahaha. mike and i woke up at 846 and we were like OH CRAP we hav e to be there at 9... so we rushed. then after the leaders meeting, went to take the recyclable bottles to the recycling center.. THAT WAS GROSS... people put their trash in with the recyclables. but yeah,... for some wierd reason it was something that i wanted to go again. help out in that way cuz i know people dont want to do it but hey its gotta be done cuz all the proceeds go to PROJECT GREECE to stop human trafficking. OH THE WORLD WE LIVE IN...

then went to work. that was fun. drew and alysha were there. we hecka cleaned up early then went home early to just chill. it felt wierd for me to hang out with mike cuz we always hung out. but yeah. i knew soemthign was up cuz he was different. i still think he hasnt told me everything but thats ok. in due time. but yeah... sunday morning i woke up late. WOW. the first time i actually sleep well before work, i sleep in. hahaha so i got there at 650 instead of my usual 615. then worked till 230.

went to yo land with jessica? That was interesting. dont wanna put out too much info here but yeah. so anyways. then went home. then off to yo land again?! with mark and mike. twas there that mike told me he needed sometime alone, which i approved of, not sayign that i need to approve of anythign he does for him to do it but i think we all need soemthing lik ethat. but yeah. before he left we went to joes to watch LOST. played uno for a while. that was fun. hahah then LOST. it was interesting. hahahha.

then dropped off mike at the church. we had a good talk. established where our friendship stood. directly under God. out of all my best friends, mike and our friendship is the only one filled with God entirely. not saying my other friends were not but everything mike and i do is about God which is amazing. My past friendships were based on going to the same church or going to a similar church or going to school or going to the same class or havign something in common. that was its foundation. i do now have many friendships which are now founded on Christ, like Jongs. miss that guy. but yeah this is my very first friendship that solely finds its foundation in God and nothing else. iono. its something special as is my other friendships. im just kinda shocled at how this friendship kinda started and how fast its grown. and im glad he's taking a break from everything cuz we both know he needs it. and frankly, i spend way too much time with him anyways. hahahaha. i need alone time too.

Love the people in my life and am excited for all the people God's goign to put in my life in the future.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Vow

so yesterday was kinda a wierd day for me... beginning sucked... ending was great. I woke up and went to class... then went home after spanish??? didnt even go to my other classes. Ima just e-mail the teachers saying somn came up... then i ate some macaroni n cheese with hotdogg... WORST COMBO EVER!!! I dont think the hotdoggs were cooked yet... i fell asleep for four hours... i guess thats how tired i was from the weekend. THen wok eup ith crazy diarhea. hahahah still have it... i think i have minor foodpoinsoning. oh well. then went off with mike to get his haircut at marks.. 2 HOUR LONG HAIRCUT. wow... i just sat in mikes car for a good hour and a half typing stuff. waste of life. but hey. he's looking fly for the ladies now so i guess its a sacrifice im willing to take? hahahaha. no homo.

then went to eat and talked with mark for a bit... i gotta get to know that guy a little bit more... then went to mi casa and ended up talking with mike till 12 again... but what we talked about was kinda cool... remeniscing about how we became friends at such a fast rate... almost best friends actually. then we made a vow to not forget the otehr when we do get into relationships cuz the friendship we have always points to GOd and we want that friend who will always point to God no matter what situation, single or in a relationship... talked about how much bad of an influence we are to each other but i think he was implying that i have been particulalry bad on his account cuz man i have hung out with him everyday for the last week and everytime we would hang, he would get home late and then just go to sleep... no hw or alone time... im sorry. he was running on my schedule... which is bad cuz he needs to run in his own schedule... anotrher thing i need to change. im glad i met mike. he's been so uplifting after i lost some of my best friends.. well not lost but drifted away... God knows i always need that companion to stick with and every single moment of my life, when a friend drifts off a new one comes in and im thankful. =)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

late night bloggin at mikes

late night blogging.. pretty amazing.. sweet thoughts.. with jon foreman on the back ground
in mikes room once again.. dont really know why cuz hahaha we didnt really make them strawberries we planned. i did see that his roommates had strawberries...

i wonder...
well ima go to sleep now.. dont wanna keep mike awake lik elast time.. and plus i have work at 630 and i plan on doign the whole STRAWBERRY surprise to my mom at 6.. gotta get some rest.. NIGHT KIDDOS!!! I LOVE GOD

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Blood donation

wok eup super early this moring (its about5:50) now... cuz mike and i are donating blood... raising money for my australia trip!!! This guy is awesome... he is scared of blood and needles and yet he wats to help furtehr the kingdom of GOd by donating blood and supporting my trip to aussie land. thanks mr mike =)